Dreams and Ambitions

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Everything changed the year Elizabeth was born. I was in the middle of school when I found out I was finally pregnant! After nearly 2 years of trying I decided to move on with my life and leave “fertility” in God’s hands. I was never the studious type but much to my surprise I was getting A-s in my classes. This pregnancy soon became rocky and no longer exciting. At 4 months I developed preeclampsia. My blood pressure climbed on a daily basis, doctor and hospital visits started to become the norm. By the 6th month St. Joseph’s Hospital in Orange became my new residence. I’m not good at math but I knew if I carried Elizabeth full term I’d be spending 3 months in the hospital!  My education was no longer a priority but making sure I did everything possible to keep us alive. Our little lady was born at 6 1/2 months with many medical challenges. After 17 months in the hospital we welcomed her home. George and I began to refocus and think about dreams and goals. It was then the topic of education came up but this time it was for my husband. He went on to complete nursing school and become a wonderful caring nurse. Elizabeth is now a happy and healthy 7 year old full of life and laughter. Recently I finished my education from UC Riverside and look forward to passing the necessary state exams to becone a licensed interpreter.  The Mother in me longs to always be there for my daughter and simultaneously the Dreamer continues to set goals and slowly trek down the road to completing them. Are you a mom with dreams? I would encourage you to not lose sight of those dreams. Set small doable goals that might take years to accomplish but do it. God places desires in our hearts with a purpose. You’ll know if this desire is God-instilled if you can’t shake it off or forget. Pray though the journey of becoming all God wants you to be and give Him the glory for every accomplishment, great and small.

Philippians 3:14 I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.